"Be the change you want to see in the world." -- Gandhi

Why am I dealing with this feeling? I'm maxed out like a credit card...

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 15:23:58 GMT

Do a little dance, make a little love. Get down tonight.

Whooo. I can't stand it here anymore. I'm so bored all the time. I have no friends in Duluth send me back to Ely. Stat. 11 more days till I go back and leave this town forever. I'm so excited to be back in Ely and living with Dillon. So, I love my parents, but honestly. Hanging out with them, and only them, everyday is kinda driving me insane. Atleast now my brother is done with his play so he'll be here more often.

Although I was on a walk yesterday and thinking about how this summer is the last time I will spend a good amount of time with my parents. No more Christmas breaks or Thanksgiving breaks. And after that. I move to Oregon. Seriously, I was close to tears thinking about this. My family is the most important thing to me, and to think about the fact that after next year I don't know when the next time I'll see them is. Thats rough. So on one hand I want to be out of her asap on the other I want to spend as much time as I can with them before I leave...

I've realized that my little icon thingy looks like I have a double chin. Interesting.

Promotion... it looks like fun...

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 07:19:18 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 23:05:04 GMT

Friends Only!<3

<3

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 21:04:40 GMT

Thats my boyfriend.

Isn't he adorable?

I got an ipod. I love it more then anything.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 20:14:10 GMT

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

School just started and I wonder to myself... where did my summer go?

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 20:16:55 GMT

School... Yeah... Started... Three Days... Ago...

FIRST HOUR - Sr. Social:
Booo-ooo-ooo-ring. And Mr. Koehler is crazy. And I don't know how to spell his name. And according to Kyle he looks like an uncircumsized penis. LOL. I like sitting by Kyle and Christian though. They're funny.

SECOND HOUR - German 2:
Ugh. German. Woe is me. Damn needing two years of a language. I have it with Dylan and Dan, but I sit incredibly far away from both of them. But this year I guess it turns out that I'm better at it then most people in the class, which makes me happy.

THIRD HOUR - Drama:
Waaaay B-O-M-B. I love it. Millions of friends in there and even if I didn't have any, it would still be totally bomb. Theres Jackie, Chris, Cassie, Kyle, Allison, etc. This tri has started out good. And I love Ms. HT. She's my favorite. And I think I'm going to direct next tri for childrens theater. But I wanna find a bomb play like online or something, cuz I pretty much hate all the ones she has.

FOURTH HOUR - Recreational Activities:
Kinda dumb. The first day like the only person I really knew was Brian. But now I've started talking to other people like Russ, Justin, Ryan, Scott, Jessica, and this one kid started talking to me today, so I guess I made a new friend.

LUNCH:
I am the only girl. Woe. LOL, I kinda like that. I get annoyed by girls. I sit with Nick, Jake N., Boden, Broman, Finch, and Russ. It's pretty bomb.

FIFTH HOUR - Astronomy:
I haven't made an opinion on this class yet. It's the only class where I actually have anything to do. lol. I have it with Chris. He's fairly bomb. We get homework every night though, I hate that. And we have a quiz tomorrow, but we get to use a whole page of notes, so thats good.

So theres my exciting year. Thrilling I know.

I had some craaaaazy guy send me a message on myspace:
The most fierce ass MN i seen in ages.... Kudos babe so what the fuck call me up lets party

Holla back gurl and powder that hot booty hop in your whip and kick it down

I wanna chill at the lake with you babe

Sonny
It's kinda freaky. And I friended him. Before I read the message. Ryan says he's going to find him and kick his ass. It's more freaky cuz he's 29.

Tomorrow is mine and Trevors 5 month anniversary. He's gunna make me dinner. He's so cute. Then we're going to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose with Daryne and Dustin. And then probably just chill here. It'll be nice. I'm really happy with him.

I can't believe I graduate in 9 months. I do not feel old enough to do it. I feel pretty much the same as I did as a sophmore. But then I look at the sophomores and freshmen and I think they look so little. Seriously the freshmen boys look like 3rd graders. lol.

I wanna go dancing or something. I dunno.

Okay. That's it. Bye.

Britney

deebeedeebee

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 23:33:48 GMT

Trevor Dean Thompson needs to get off his big butt and come over here. He's at Kerry's house tinting his windows. And Steve and Jackie are asking me to go to the Autotoxin concert, but I have to ask Trevor if he wants to go. But I'm not thinking he will. Because he probably won't want to drive to Minneapolis. I dunno though.

I got my senior pictures done today. I'm excited to get them. They're going to be beautiful.

I believe that happiness is something we create....

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 20:22:15 GMT

Last night I had a bomb fire. It was bomb. Jackie, Lauren, Amy, Nick, Trevor, Jacqui, Brent, Dustin, Daryne, Dylan and his friends were there. I think that was everyone... But it was pretty cool. We played Ghost in the Graveyard and had far too much fun. And yeah. It's was pretty bomb. So when I started this out I was thinking I'd have people come over so I could see some people from school before it started, and I know realize that very few people I invited go to my school. LOL. Oh well. It was fun. I haven't hung out with anyone besides like Trevor and Ryan in awhile. I wanna start getting closer with all of them again.

Ryans gone now. It's sad. We were saying horribly sappy, sentimental stuff to each other Friday night. I'm gunna miss him a lot. But I'll still see him and stuff. I dunno.

School starts soon. September 6th. Oh dear.

Sr. Social -- Koehler
German 2 -- Morse
Drama -- HT
Rec. Act. -- Hance
Astronomy -- Graves

Trig -- Erickson
Web Des -- Forbort
Drama -- HT
Col Algebra -- Fink
Global Studies -- Cuscaden

German 2 -- Morse
Mul Media Appli -- Allard
Pre Calc -- Anlauf
Dir Reading -- Keillor
Bus Law 1 -- Grant

That would be my schedule. I'm scared, I have hard classes. Someone wanna trade schedules with me? But I wanna go back. Senior year is gunna kick butt. I'm excited. Teachers tend to let you get away with a lot when you're a senior. It's gunna be tricky to have homework, a job, and do plays. I'm not sure how well the plays will fit into my schedule. But I just feel like it's my last year to actually do these things so I should. I dunno.

I have a dentist appointment on Thursday. I don't like the dentist. And it's a new one. I always feel weird going to a new dentist.

Once Trevor gets off his lazy butt and comes over here we're gunna go to my mothers open house. LOL. Cuz she says no one ever goes. So we're gunna go and pretend we don't know her and act like we wanna buy the house. I think it will be pretty bomb.

Me and Trevor are gunna go to the state fair on Saturday. But I'm disappointed, because I thought Motley Crue was on Saturday and we were gunna go just like stand outside of the grandstand and listen to them. But they're playing on Friday and I have to work. Poo. Maybe I can get someone to take that shift for me. And we can go like all Friday. Trevor wants like Jamie and Kelly or Matt and Terra to go with us. But I would kinda rather go just the two of us. For one thing I couldn't stand being around Matt that long. And Jamie is weird and always seems annoyed by everything. And no one would want to stand around and listen to Motley Crue with me.

I'm bored.

My hair is still wet. It hates me.

Britney

Why wipe your ass? You're just gunna take a shit again...

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 04:53:10 GMT

ARJ f'in BARKER. I love him. Saw him preform tonight. I like went right there in my chair when he got on stage. The love I have for him is unbelievable. I talked to him after it was over and he seemed like way shy. It was weird. I wanted to confess my undying love to him, but I didn't want him to have me escorted out. lol. I got his CD and he signed it for me. And he was wearing a Ben Kweller t-shirt. It was like my favorite comedian combined with my favorite musician. It was way bomb. I had such a blast. But the waitress refilled my coffe like 2397 times so I won't be sleeping any time soon.

Trevor came over for like 15 minutes before I left today, because it is our 4 month anniversary. He got me this really cute necklace. It's silver and has a heart with diamond looking things on it. I love it. I love him. I really do... a lot. But he left the price tag on, so I know how much it cost. Which is too bad.

I've been talking to Alex a lot lately. He is really awesome. I wish stuff hadn't gotten so weird with us back in the day. He's gunna come here to preform September 16th, so we're gunna hang out. I haven't seen him in forever and a day. It'll be kinda weird, cuz it will be the first non-date/relationshipish thing we've ever done. I hope its not like crazy awkward. Or the Trevor isn't like jealous and says that he wants to go or something. Cuz I wanna go see him by myself, and just talk and stuff. He was pretty much my best friend for a long time, and I can talk to him so easily. I'm excited to see him. And there will probably always be like a little bit of... something between us, but it's not like I'll act on it. Trevor's been weird about getting jealous lately. Before he never did. It's weird.

Aaanyway. I feel bad that I haven't really hung out with anyone but Trevor and Ryan lately. But it's not like I'm ditching anyone or anything. It's just I always have stuff going on and Trevor and Ryan fit themselves into my schedule some how. I've been trying to hang out with Jackie but it hasn't really worked. And I feel bad because Jacqui called me while I was in Iowa and I told her I'd call her back when I got home, and I haven't. Because I've been waiting for a day where we could hang out, but there hasn't been one. And there won't be for awhile. So I think I'm just gunna call her tomorrow and tell her whats up and see if she wants to like plan a day because that the only way I can do anything. lol. And I need to hang out with Jackie. God, we haven't hung out like at all this summer, which is just totally screwing me up. lol. We used to hang out like every day. I miss that. Like the only people I'm close with now is guys. Which is cool and all, but every once in awhile you need a girl. Actually not just a girl, a Jackie. lol. I just wish I wasn't busy all the time, so I had more time for friends. I dunno... Hopefully since Jackie got her license we can hang out more.

I don't want Ryan to leave me for college. What will I do? I told him I'm calling him every night and I don't care how much homework he has or how early he has to get up, he is talking to me. lol. He's my best bud. He gave me $50 for my stroll. I thought that was pretty bomb of him.

I work tomorrow. I don't want to. I'm fairly sick of my job. I wanna get one at Target, but I wanna get my license first. F'in license. My parents are being dumb about it.

This entry is kinda dumb because I just like keep typing like craaaazy because I'm so wired on caffine. So I'm gunna go now and do something else to get rid of my crazy energy.

Britney

survey

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 03:05:03 GMT

LAYER ONE: On The Outside
- Name: BRITNEY
- Nicknames: LIL BRIT. BRIT. THERES MORE... I JUST CAN'T THINK RIGHT NOW.
- Birthdate: 01.03.88
- Birthplace: LAMESA, CA
- Current Location: BETHEL, MN
- Eye Color: GREEN
- Hair Color: ITS CRAZY RIGHT NOW. I NEED TO DYE IT.
- Height: 5'6"
- Righty or Lefty: RIGHTY
- Zodiac Sign: CAPRICORN
- Religion: NONDENOMINATIONAL CHRISTIAN
- Sex: FEMALE
LAYER TWO: In The Inside
- Your heritage: A LOT OF STUFF... GERMAN, CZEK, ETC.
- The shoes you wore today: MY HURLEYS.
- Who you look like: MY AUNT STACEY. AND MY SISTER.
- Your weakness: I HAVE NO IDEA.
- Your fears: I HAVE SO MANY. SERIOUSLY COULD FILL NOVELS WITH THEM.
- Your perfect pizza: EXTRA CHEESE WITH CHEDDAR.
- Goal you'd like to achieve: GET GOOD GRADES MY SENIOR YEAR AND GET SCHOLARSHIPS.
LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM/MSN: I DON'T REALLY HAVE ONE. THE ONLY PERSON I TALK TO IS RYAN.
- Your thoughts first waking up: WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TODAY?
- Your best physical feature: MY LEGS. MY FACE. MY STOMACH SOMETIMES.
- Your bedtime: LIKE 3.
- Your most missed memory: 8TH GRADE
LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
- Pepsi or Coke: COKE
- McDonalds or Burger King: MCDONALDS
- Single or group dates: GROUP PROBABLY. BUT EITHER IS FINE.
- Adidas or Nike: DONT CARE
- Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE.
- Cappuccino or coffee: COFFEE.
LAYER FIVE: Do You?
- Smoke: NO
- Curse: YEAH. AND I FIGURED OUT I DO ALOT WHEN I DRINK. I WAS LIKE A SAILOR THIS WEEKEND.
- Sing: YEAH
- Have had a crush(es): THIS ONE DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.
- Think you've been in love: YES
- Want to get married: YEP
- Believe in yourself: MOSTLY
- Motion sickness: DO YOU MOTION SICKNESS? LOL. I GET IT SOMETIMES.
- Think you're attractive: YES. MOST OF THE TIME.
- Think you're a health freak: NOT REALLY.
- Get along with your parents: YES.
- Like thunderstorms: NO I HATE THEM.
- Play an instrument: NO
LAYER SIX: Have you ever...
- Smoked: YES.
- Done a drug: YEAH
- Gone to the mall?: YEAH
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: YES.
- Eaten sushi: NO
- Been on stage: YES
- Gone skating: YEAH
- Gone skinny dipping: YES
- Stolen anything: NOPE
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: YES
- Been caught "doing something": NOT REALLY.
- Been called a tease: NO
- Gotten beaten up: NO
- Shoplifted: NO
LAYER SEVEN: Getting Older
- Age you hope to be married: 23.
- Numbers and Names of Children: I WANT ABOUT 4. ROXANNE. CHARLIE. AND I DON'T KNOW FOR THE OTHERS.
- Describe your dream wedding: AT THE COMO ZOO. THAT MAY SOUND DUMB, BUT IT IS SOOOO PRETTY WHERE I WANNA HAVE IT. AND I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE OTHER STUFF.
- How do you want to die: I DONT
- What do you want to be when you grow up: A DIRECTOR. BUT I'M GUNNA BE A TEACHER.
- What country would you most like to visit: ENGLAND
- Number of piercings: 8 IN MY EARS. THEN MY BELLY BUTTON.
- Number of tattoos: 1.
- Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: I DUNNO.
LAYER NINE: In a partner
- Best eye color?: GREEN.
- Best hair color?: RED.
- Short or long hair: LIKE SHAGGY.
- Height: TALLER THEN ME.
- Best articles of clothing: LOL.
LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of drugs taken illegally: 1
- Number of CDs that you own: LIKE 90.

DeebeeDeebee

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 20:56:38 GMT

I am bored. I'm pretty much sick of waiting for two stupid boys to get off of work and get ready. I want to LEAAAAVE. I've been ready since 12:30. So by now I'm quite bored. I'm excited though. It's gunna be way bomb.

We had Nikki's going away party last night. It was pretty lame. But it's sad that she's leaving. I won't see her for 10 months. Thats craaaazy. I could never go to another country for that long without like any family or friends. It's insane. And Chille just seems like a kinda creepy place to me. I'd go to like Italy or something bomb like that. But taking 3 years of Spanish only leaves so many options I guess.

OCTOBER 5TH, 2005. Mark your calanders. NHL begins. The Wild vs. Calgary. MY TWO FAVORITE TEAMS. I am beyond excited. I have wild.com and ticketmaster.com sending me emails the minute tickets go on sale. And I pretty much need to figure out who all wants to go so I can buy tickets so we'll all be sitting by each other. Theres me, Trevor, Ryan, Dylan?, Daryne, Dustin, and I don't know who else. If any of you want to go... let me know.

Okay, so Trevor finally called so now I'm just waiting for one stupid boy to get off work and get ready. Except he will already be ready. Hopefully. If he's not I'll slap him. Or something.

I'm supposed to work on Sunday, but I won't be here. So I hope they figured it out, because she said she would. I don't care. I can't get fired I took it off, I found someone to work for me. It's not my problem if Kristiane doesn't want her to work.

My whole family is gone right now. No one will be here to say good-bye to me. How sad.

Oh. I'm doing a stroll for Epilepsy on August 11th and I really really need sponsors. So if you would be willing to donate any money at all please let me know. Please. It's a good cause.

But I'm gunna go. Have a super weekend.

Britney

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:03:49 GMT

I have to go to work soon. I don't wanna. Blah. Then tonight I'm going to see The Island with Trevor. Yay.

Next weekend is gunna be bomb. Well Thursday is our root beer keg party for Nikki because she's leaving for Chile on August 4th. Friday me, Ryan and Trevor leave for Iowa. Friday night we're camping out with some of his cousins and their assorted friends. Which I can tell already is gunna be crazy. Saturday we're... I have no idea what we're doing but it will be crazy. And Ryans getting new ducks. Yay. And Sunday we drive back.

Then August 2nd is Kaylis birthday (what do you want?). August 3rd is Dustins birthday, August 4th is Trevors and August 6th is Dylans. Holy lots of birthday presents to buy. lol. And I'm throwing Dylan a party.

School is gunna start soon. I don't want it to. I'm content with sitting at home on my ass everyday. Blah. Oh well. It's my last year. And my mom has crushed all my dreams of going to UMD for all 4 years.

Okay. This post sucked. I need to go eat before I go to work. I just wanted to post my HBP stuff.

Dumbledore died. Wow. I knew it was gunna happen. As soon as they started to make him so big in the book. But when it did happen I like couldn't believe it. I kept thinking that him and Snape had just come up with a plan so it would look like he was dead. Or the poison did something so that he couldn't die. Or something. I had a lot of trouble coming to terms with that. I actually thought Ginny was gunna die because they were finally together. I love her.
Snape being a death eater. Wow again. I kept trying to come up with things through out the book that would make it so he wasn't a death eater. But theres no way around it. I've always hated him but I atleast thought he was on the good side. I really can't believe that he killed Dumbledore. He was like the only person who ever had faith in him. Well... except Voldemort I guess.
Tonks was pretty well pissing me off. I thought she was sad all the time because of Sirius. And I was mad because everyone else had to deal with it too, why is it so much harder for her. Or... whatever. But I was glad when I found out what it really was.
I am really wondering what Bill is gunna be like now. I hope he doesn't turn evil or something. But I don't think he will.
I wish she would have had Neville in this book more. After the last one I really liked him.
Ron and Hermione are together. Whatever anything else says, it's obvious that they are. I don't hate it as much as I thought I would. She's gotten better.
Did the end of this book seem like a fanfic to anyone? lol. With like Ron and Hermione together and Harry and Ginny. And everything just seemed way ficish. Or something.

Next year not being at the school is gunna be interesting. I'm glad that Ron and Hermione are going with him and he's not insisting that they stay. It'll be weird though.
I don't know if I think Harry will die or not. I don't think so though. I think he will live. Because the prophecy said that one would live and the other would die. So I hope Harry lives. Just because I want to see him and Ginny able to be together.

Britney

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:47:51 GMT

I can't wait until Thursday. 6 days without work. It's going to be insane. All I ever do is work. I think I'll die if I get back and work like every day. 8 hour days really aren't that fun. And I'm pretty sure I got Melissa fired today. Oops. But she was supposed to open but didn't come in so when I got there an hour after we were supposed to be open it was still closed. And we get a lot of customers when we first open on Sudays. So yeah. I told Kris when she called and she said she'd ask Gabe to take the rest of her shifts, which I'm guessing means shes fired. And if she is Kristiane better hire someone else. Because Gabe's last day is like July 22nd. After that all we have is me, Hannah, Lee, Paul and Ana. Thats insanely way too few people. Ugh, and then the close last night sucked so I had to open and close. I was pissed.

Yeah... anyways. Enough about work.

I am going to Ely. Yay. I leave on Thursday. Yay. I love Ely. And not being here. lol.

I don't really have anything to say. My life sucks and all I do is work.

1. Favorite class this year. Acting/Directing. That class was bomb.
2. Least favorite class this year. Uhm... American History. I liked it but didn't at the same time because I hate classes that make me seem dumb, because I'm not dumb.
3. Best moment. I have no idea. Maybe something with the play.
4. Crappiest moment. All the crap that happened with Kyle.
5. Coolest music discovered. I don't think I really discovered anyone new this year.
6. Crappiest "artist" to sell more records than they should. I have no idea.
7. Stupidest thing we had to learn. All the stupid grammar crap for HT
8. Most interesting thing we learned. I don't think I really learned anything incredibly interesting this year.
9. Coolest new friend made. Cassie probably.
10. Most annoying new "friend" made. Amanda W.
11. Class you most wish you had taken. Graphic Arts.
12. Class you were gladest you were in. Acting/Directing.
13. Best party-type-gathering-thing [such as band beach party, Ruby's nights, etc.] New Years, Coles, all the hotel ones...
14. Worst party-type-gathering-thing. Probably the party I went to with Nick over spring break. It was pretty lame.
15. Person you wish you had gotten to know better. Heather.
16. Person that helped you survive the year. Jackie and Cassie.
17. Most ridiculous homework assignment. All the ones for Economics.
18. Best homework assignment. Reading books for HT's class.
19. Most memorable moment. I have no idea.
20. Teacher you'd really reeeeally like to smack. Hackbarth.
21. Teacher you had respect for at the beginning of the year, but now think very little of. Morse probably.
22. Most amusing teacher. McLean..
23. Teacher that least knew what they were teaching about. I have no idea.
24. Friend you were close with last year, but drifted from this year. Jackie.
25. Friend you're close with now, but didn't know very well last year. Cassie.
26. Seniors you'll miss most. Trevor, Mark, Ryan, Jay, Brian.
27. Senior you couldn't wait to be rid of. I dont think there was one.
28. Best book in English this year. From a Buick 8.
29. Worst book in English this year. Well I only read 2. So Paranoia I guess... even though I actually liked it.
30. Favorite unit of science. I didn't take science this year.
31. Most horrible unit of science. Didn't take it.
32. Favorite period of history studied. As recent as we got. Which wasn't very.
33. Most boring period of history studied. All the stupid indian crap.
34. Favorite part of yearbook. Having people sign it.
35. Stupidest part of yearbook. I don't think yearbook is stupid.

I am tired...

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 03:30:51 GMT

I'm always tired. I've been going on like 5 hours a night lately. Its wonderful.

I went to Valley Fair today. That was fun. I'm sunburnt though. Not as bad as Jackie though. She's crazy burnt.

Thats like the first thing I've done this summer. I've like worked everyday. Yeah. The only people I've really hung out with are Jackie and Trevor. Well... other people by default. Like Ryans grad party and stuff. Which was last night and actually a lot of fun. I love Ryan. We're like totally best friends. True story. Is it bad if I become really good friends with my boyfriends really good friends? Is that like something you aren't supposed to do?

I wanna go to the beach sometime this week. Because next week I start working 8 hour days so I'm pretty sure I'll just be dead. Who wants to come with me? I think I might call Cassie and ask her if she wants to go. Or something. I dunno.

I get new glasses on Tuesday. Yay. I'm excited. I've been needing new glasses badly. And now I shall get them. Yay. I wanna get crazy cool ones.

Sonshine is in like a month. I hope its fun. The rules are horribly dumb this year though. Stupid sonshine and their stupid rules. I actually hope we don't get put by Gabe. Yep. Jackie says she'll take care of him for me. LOL. But it should be fun. It will be fun.

I wish to go to a party. I haven't partied since the first day of spring break when I went to that party with Nick. Which was horribly lame. I need to find a party.

And I need to go rub lotion on my sunburn.

Britney

I really need to go get ready...

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 20:16:24 GMT

You scored as C-3PO.

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C-3PO

67%

Padme Amidala

64%

Clone Trooper

58%

Darth Vader

56%

Anakin Skywalker

56%

Mace Windu

53%

Yoda

47%

Obi Wan Kenobi

39%

R2-D2

39%

Chewbacca

33%

General Grievous

33%

Emperor Palpatine

31%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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Thu, 12 May 2005 01:57:36 GMT

I'm tired. I took a nap so I shouldn't be.

I didn't try to take a nap, I was studied for the ACT's and fell asleep on my living room floor. It's kinda funny that everytime I've tried to study for it, besides when Trevor was here I've fallen asleep. All I do anymore is sleep. It's insane.

I don't want to take the ACTs. Someone else take it for me. But if its anything like what my prep book says it is then I'll do fine.

The play is over. *tear* I don't know what to do with myself now. I just come home after school and do nothing. It's horribly exciting. If F'in work would schedule me every once in awhile it would be nice. I'm gunna have to like find a new job if she doesn't give me more hours over the summer. I dunno... I don't want to, because I really like it there, and next year I want to be in Knowledge Bowl and do the play, and Kris doesn't mind that I ask for tons of days off and I think other jobs might. I dunno.

Anyways. This weekend was fun. The play was sooooo good. On Friday we had a performance for the school and then like everyone skipped 4th and 5th hour and went to Seans. And Jake S. ran out of accents for calling in to school for people. Anyways, I went home at like 4 and just sat around waiting to have to go back to the school. The play was excellente. Then Kyle was having a party. So Cassie and I were going to follow Sean and Chris there. But Sean was a maaaajor dick to Cassie, so everything got all screwed up. So Cassie and I only stayed at Kyles for like an hour, because she didn't want to stay there with all the Sean drama and we didn't have a tent or blankents or anything so we'd end up sleeping in her car. lol. So I spent the night at her house. He sisters are so cute, Hannah calls me Bipme. It's adorable. Saturday the play was also really good, I swear it gets better each night. There was a cast party at Seans, which I didn't have the most fun at. But then at like 1 in the morning me, Leah, Brian, Frank, Chris and Doug and Kyle all went to Kyles dads house because we got sick of Seans dad like telling us to go to sleep like we were 7. So we went to Kyles and drank and talked and stuff. I love all of those people. They are awesome. And Brian tried to kiss me... it was very interesting. Sunday was our best show. My family came. My mom cried. Then we had to tear down and stuff and Wurm pretty much told me I won best student director, so I'm excited because I'll get a trophy, my first trophy ever.

Now its over. And its sad. Actually I wasn't all that sad this year. Next year I'll die and have a break down and stuff. But this year I was okay with it. Mainly because I'm not that close with that many seniors. Theres Jared and Doug and Jay and stuff. But I still have classes with them before they graduate. But it's weird to think that they won't be in the play next year. And we might be doing "The Wiz". That will be really cool.

Anyways. I can't wait for school to be out. I'm sick of it. I have an appointment on Monday to go change my classes for next year so I can sign up for 249357 math classes. Not really sure why I want to do that... just do.

I'm excited for summer. I wanna go out and tan and stuff. And I want to go up north. We might go up the week of 4th of July. That would be really cool.

I'm thinking I might not go to Sonshine this year. At this point it doesn't seem like it would be that much fun and I don't really have the money to spend on a ticket. I dunno... we'll see I guess.

Speaking of not having money, I'm going shopping tomorrow. I'm excited, I'm getting a bigger purse and summer clothes and stuff.

Stuff with Trevor is great. We just had our one month anniversary. LOL, it was funny cuz Blayne and Jenny had their two year and me and Cassie are all excited about our one month. But he's such a sweet guy. I'm really glad I'm with him.

I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend besides work and sleep. People have been saying there are more cast parties, but I don't know if there are or not. Maybe I'll hang out with Cassie or something.

So Jackie and I like aren't friends anymore. Not really sure why it happened... but I dunno. If she doesn't want to talk to me I'm not going to make her.

Stuff with Chris has been weird lately too. He can be such a dick sometimes, and I don't understand it. I think it's because he likes me and doesn't want to or something. I dunno, like Saturday night he was fine and we were best friends and stuff and we talked about him liking me. Then Sunday morning he was a total dick. I don't understand him. Sometimes I worry that I lead him on a little bit. Cuz I actually do like him. But I'm with Trevor who I like far more then Chris. And Chris would be a horrible boyfriend anyways. I dunno. And Shelley might hate me if I went out with him and I wouldn't want that to happen. I really don't understand why he had to tell me he liked me. It did no one any good. Whatever. I pretty much told him today that I give up on trying to fix our friendship every time we fight. Which would be like every day. Who knows.

I saw Amityville Horror and like wet myself. I was scared to death.

My legs are smooth.

Britney

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 00:48:04 GMT

Everything hates me lately. Well everything electronic pretty much. My computer is a slut and never works. My scanner doesn't work. Photobucket takes 5497524398 years to upload ONE picture. And I've been trying to listen to some of my old CDs, but they are scratched beyond repair. It's sad. I wanna get those scratch guard things. Is there a way to like restore CDs? For I love them and would still like to listen to them.

It was like all nice and hot out earlier this week and now its chilly and its gunna be that way for like the rest of this week and next week. It's sad, because summer seemed so close when it was all nice out.

But theres only like 28 days left of school. Party. I'm excited to be out. I'm also excited to be a senior. I feel grown up. And growing up is less scary when you know what you're going to do. The whole paying for college thing is kinda scary though.

I really really need to work on saving some money. I'm horrible at it. I SWEAR I'm going to put money in the bank when I get this paycheck. Oh fuck, but I've got Birthday presents to buy and I wanna buy tanning sessions. Blah. And I'm donating to the Epilepsy foundation. Ugh. That'll have to wait till next pay day. Poo.

But everything has been going pretty well for me lately. Except I've been having weird depression periods. I have no idea why. I have no reason to be sad, but sometimes I am for no reason and I'll cry about like nothing. Ugh... who knows whats wrong with me. I give up on trying to figure it out.

I really need new glasses. I cannot see. And my pictures in photography are horribly out of focus because my perscription isn't up-to-date.

So. I have Prom pictures, but like I said Photobucket and my scanner hate me, so I only have like 3 to show you. Sad I know. And the two that I scanned are all grainy. I need a new scanner. And computer.

Me and Trevor with Jackie's pimpin glasses. I look really cute in this one. Like the only cute one of me from all night. Look at the damn horrible scanning. UGH.

Heather and Mark. Kelly and Jamie. Ryan and Nikki. Me and Trevor. Again, horrible scanning.

Wow. This ones huge. But it took so long to upload that I'm not gunna resize it and do it all again. We took this one for Mark, because apparently him and Heather took all their pictures in front of his truck. Which he really has a weird obsession with. lol. Trevors damn eyes are closed though. This would be like the best picture if they weren't. God, he ruins everything. lol. I love my dress though.

I think I look like deformed in this one. Poo.

I'm bored. I'm always bored. I need to get a serious life. Lately all I do is school, play practice, sleep and work. Every once in awhile I'll eat. lol.

Well there you have it. I pretty much just wanted to make an entry to post those pictures, and now that I have done that I'm leaving.

Britney

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 23:09:39 GMT

My computers a hooker so I can’t go online on it. It hates me. So I’m using my mothers computer and its hard to type on and I hate those mouse things on lap tops. I’m incapable of using them.

Anyway.

Friday was the Disciple and Silverline show. It was fun. I hadn’t hung out with Kayli in forever. Even though we didn’t really spend that much time together. And I hadn’t hung out with Jackie since she got back from Hawaii so that was awesome. The show was good. I hadn’t seen the guys in forever. I really like their new CD. I’m listening to it right now. I wanna get Disciples CD too. But that doesn’t come out until June 7th, so I figured I’d just buy it at Sonshine or something. But they rock. The lead singer cut his hair though, I loved the braids. Oh, I got to see Krystal and both Ashley’s too. That was cool.

Yesterday I just hung out with Trevor all night. We just sat around because we’re both poor and everyone wanted to go out. Things are going really well with him. He’s so cute. But the only day we could possibly hang out this week is tomorrow, but play practice might end up going really late. So I dunno. I hope we can though.

I had to work at 7 this morning. I was like dead. But I was better off then Scott who got 2 hours of sleep last night. The poor kid.

I wanna post Prom pictures. Blah. Dumb computer. Prom was a lot of fun. Cassie and I started planning for next year on Friday. We’re dumb.

So I’ve decided that I wanna be a teacher. It’s groovy. Its really nice to know what you want to do with your life. It makes everything a lot less scary.

We only have like 32 days left of school. And only 11 days left of play practice. THAT’S scary. Oh well I know it will be great. But god, so much crap has happened during this play, that it’s pretty much a relief that it will be over soon so everyone can get back to their real lives and get better and…. I dunno. I’m just glad I talked to HT so I’m less worried about a few things.

But EVERYONE go see the play. May 5-8. Yep. It’ll be awesome.

I really wanna get another tattoo. I have the general idea of what I want, I just need to find a picture and stuff. Yep.

Hmm… I think I’m done. I really need to do my math. I gave up on German.

Britney

I got new shoes today...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 19:35:39 GMT

They're really cute. I'm in love with them. They're white slip ons and they have a big pink butterfly on them. Adorable.

I hung out with Jacqui today. She's awesome. I'm really happy that we're friends again. It sucks that we weren't for so long. She's changed a lot. But she's still Jacqui, so it's all good. We went shopping for her prom dress and we found the cutest one. And light up high heels. They're awesome. And she's trying to loose weight. I'm gunna be really proud of her if she does.

I have to go on my tour thing for Party Papers today. Did I explain the youth apprenticeship thing in here yet? Well... its this program from the high school where for half of the time I'd go to regular high school and the other half I would do a paid apprenticeship. It's something I really want to do. And the party papers one is like perfect for me and I'm beyond qualified for it. So today I go on the tour and then I finish my application and resume and turn that in and get an interview. Then hopefully I'll get hired there. It's gunna be awesome if it works out.

I really need a new icon. Someone make me one. I suck at them. I don't know what I want it to be of though. Oooh Herald and Kumar. Someone make me one. Jackie would probably be the one to do it, but she has to be stupid and in Hawaii. Damn her. She called the other day and said she was bored. I was like screw you you're in Hawaii. lol.

I'm bored. And I have reason to be. I'm stuck in my house in Minnesota. And I realized yesterday that I've never in my life been on a real vacation. I've gone up to Ely, but thats camping and I don't consider it a real vacation. It's crappy. My mom says that if she sells a house we'll go on one. But I really don't see it happening. It just sucks.

Bored. I still have like an hour and a half before I have to leave for my tour. Sucky.

I think I'm gunna do that St. Francis Ambassador Pagent. I dunno... theres a meeting on the 6th. They took talent out of it, and that was the reason I didn't do it before. Because I have no talent. But yeah it would just be cool to win. And get the scholarship. That'd be nice.

I've been annoyed by Alex lately. He's so dumb. He quit his job, he's not going to school, he sits around all day and does nothing. He's such a slacker with no ambition at all. He's started drinking too. I kinda blame myself for that one... but I didn't tell him to go get drunk every night he could. God. Really glad I didn't start a relationship with his lame ass.

I really like Trevor. I have no idea if he's my boyfriend or not. Blah.

I really like my new shoes too.

Britney

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 18:43:26 GMT

So... theres so much to write I just don't know where to start.

LOL. Except there really isn't that much to write about. Pretty much the only new news is stuff with Trevor.

He's so cute. I really like him. Oh yeah, we're going to Prom together for those of you who weren't aware. I want him to ask me out. Ugh. I don't understand why he hasn't yet. I mean... we pretty much are. So he should just ask me and make it official or something. When I was talking about him to Pam I just said he was my boyfriend. Cuz I'm a dirty rotten liar and it's easier then saying "This guy that I'm kind of dating." Or something like that. But yeah, I really like him.

I love Elton John. He's my hero. Or something.

It's spring break. Yay. It's wonderful.

I have to work at Chanticlear tonight. Poo. I'm quitting there though. It's just waaaay too pointless to work there now. And my checks at Boulevard are big enough to make up for it.

I'm excited for Prom. It's gunna be awesome. Justine is probably gunna do my hair. She's supposed to come over sometime and try to figure out something to do with it. I need to find shoes though. Poo. It's a tricky color to find shoes to match.

Blah. I'm hungry. I think I want peanut butter and Jelly.

Britney

God. So bored.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 01:23:51 GMT

So. I haven't been online in 3954739 days. I'm so behind on everything, so I was trying to read everyone elses journal entries but I got too lazy so I'll just be behind I guess. If anything horribly important happened I'm sure I found out about it some how.

Today was an emotional day. I was in a super good mood all day. Then at play practice I cried and stuff. And now I'm crabby because I had to wait 2 hours for a ride to come get me. It really pissed me off.

I've been feeling antisocial lately, but I'm not being antisocial. I mean like I've been talking to a lot more people at school lately and stuff. I dunno... I'm a weird person. I feel like I have more friends recently though. Which is good for if Jackie decides to leave me next year. But she really shouldn't, because I don't know if I can make in through my senior year without her and I'll die and stuff because we can't be seperated. Except she doesn't think we'll be friends in 5 years.

Aaaaanyway. Next year I'm doing this youth apprenticeship thingy. I'm gunna do it at Party Papers. It's cool, it's this thing where you go to school for like half the day and then go and work for the other half. It'll be totally awesome. I really hope it works out.

The tri ended today. Terribly saddening. Actually not so much. I only will miss having classes with Blayne and Sean. Unless Blayne has drama 5th hour. Which I don't think he does. But I love both of them and we've become super close. I've become really close with Chris lately too. He's awesome. And I think he has drama with me this tri which will be super. And I'll still have the play with all 3 of them. Sean was really an ass today though. Just felt like adding that.

So Blaynes friend Justin (J5), who by the way is an incredibly hot man and I used to gawk at him when we ate lunch together, got gang beat and almost died. This is a little delayed to writing about it, because well... I haven't been on here in forever. But it's horrible. And every time Blayne talks about going and seeing him and stuff he looks like he's gunna cry and I feel like I'm gunna cry. It was so sad today he told me that after he goes and sees Justin in the hospital he goes home and cries until he falls asleep. It's so sad.

And I guess that's all for now.

Britney

B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[ .001. ] Name: Britney
[ .002. ] Gender: Female
[ .003. ] Age: 17
[ .004. ] Birthday: 01.03
[ .005. ] Height: 5'6"
[ .006. ] Hair color: i dunno.... blonde?
[ .007. ] Eye color: green
[ .008. ] Race: english-american
[ .009. ] Is your hair long or short: long i suppose
[ .010. ] Repping: huh?
[ .011. ] Zodiac sign: capricorn
[ .012. ] How many languages do you know: english obvioulsy, like 6 words in spanish and I'm working on German at the moment and I can do the alphabet in sign language. lol.
[ .013. ] Nationality: i don't even know anymore.
[ .014. ] Piercings you have: ears 8 times
[ .015. ] Piercings you want: belly button, nose and my inner cartilidge of my ear... if that makes sense at all...
[ .016. ] Tattoos you have: one on my back. a butterfly.
[ .017. ] Tattoos you want: i know i want more, but I don't know what.
[ .018. ] Today's date: March 3rd
[ .019. ] The time: 6:49pm
S C H O O L
[ .020. ] Are you still in school: Yes
[ .021. ] Did you drop out: no
[ .022. ] Favorite grade: i dunno... this year is pretty awesome so far.
[ .023. ] Least favorite grade: last year or 9th grade... probably 9th
[ .024. ] Favorite teacher: HT or Mclean
[ .025. ] Least favorite teacher: Mrs. Hanson. ugh. bitch
[ .026. ] Favorite subject: it was acting/directing. now i have no idea.
[ .027. ] Least favorite subject: economics... seriously could they find something more pointless and teach us that please.
[ .028. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I buy it
[ .029. ] Play any sports on the school's team: no. never.
[ .030. ] Are/were you popular: uhm... I don't know if I'm popular or not...
[ .031. ] Most humiliating moment: I dunno
F A V O R I T E
[ .032. ] Number: 27
[ .033. ] Clothing brand: i dunno... i don't really have one.
[ .034. ] Shoes: flip flops
[ .035. ] Saying: I dunno... shut the fuck up i say that to about everything anyone says.
[ .036. ] TV show: I don't really watch tv anymore. ER or Law and Order SVU I guess
[ .037. ] Sport: Hockey.
[ .038. ] Vegetable: I dunno.
[ .039. ] Fruit: watermellon. oranges.
[ .040. ] Movie: Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, Eurotrip
[ .041. ] Magazine: Cosmo
[ .042. ] Candy: MnM's or Recees.
[ .043. ] Gum: extra polar
[ .044. ] Scent: good smelling boys
[ .045. ] Ice cream flavor: cookie dough
[ .046. ] Color: purple
[ .047. ] Season: summer
[ .048. ] Holiday: christmas
[ .049. ] Type of music: everything
[ .050. ] Thing in your room: my tv
[ .051. ] Place to be: with my friends.
[ .052. ] Radio station: 96.3, 101.3, 96.7, 98.1, 104.7
[ .053. ] TV channel: NBC or MTV
[ .054. ] Junk food: candy
[ .055. ] Overall food: pizza
[ .056. ] Shoe brand: vans
[ .057. ] Fast food: McDonalds, Subway, Burger King, Taco Bell.... god I'm fat.
[ .058. ] Restaurant: I dunno... Perkins
[ .059. ] Shape: star
[ .060. ] Time of day: party time
[ .061. ] Country: USA
[ .062. ] State: i dunno. I need to go to more.
[ .063. ] Boys name: Charlie. Maximillion. Simon
[ .064. ] Girls name: Roxy
[ .065. ] Mall: St. Cloud
[ .066. ] Car: Jaguar.
[ .067. ] Word: ball hair. wait... thats two. hotdog.
[ .068. ] Month: i dunno... July?
[ .069. ] Disney character: i dunno.
[ .070. ] Scary movie: house of 1000 corpses.
T H I S OR T H A T
[ .071. ] Rock or rap: both, but more rap
[ .072. ] Rock or pop: both
[ .073. ] Rock or r&b: both
[ .074. ] Rap or pop: both
[ .075. ] Rap or r&b: rap
[ .076. ] Rap or metal: rap
[ .077. ] Pop or r&b: i dunno
[ .078. ] Pop or metal: depends.
[ .079. ] r&b or metal: depends.
[ .080. ] Selena or J.lo: J. Lo
[ .081. ] Hot or cold: hot
[ .082. ] Winter or summer: Summer.
[ .083. ] Spring or fall: spring
[ .084. ] Shakira or Britney: Shakira
[ .085. ] MTV or VH1: MTV
[ .086. ] Football or basketball: football
[ .087. ] Skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding.
[ .088. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding: Skateboading
[ .089. ] Black or white: Black
[ .090. ] Orange or red: red
[ .091. ] Yellow or green: green
[ .092. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .093. ] Inside or outside: outside
[ .094. ] Weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .095. ] Cell phone or pager: Cell Phone
[ .096. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: Charlie's Angles.
[ .097. ] Scooby doo or dino: i dunno
[ .098. ] Tattoos or piercinqs: hmm... i dunno... both
[ .099. ] Coke or pepsi: Coke
[ .100. ] Flowers or candy: Flowers
[ .101. ] Tall or short: tall
HAVE YOU / WOULD YOU EVER . .
[ .102. ] Pictured your crush naked: yes
[ .103. ] Actually seen your crush naked: yes.
[ .104. ] Been in love: yes.
[ .105. ] Cried when someone died: yes
[ .106. ] Drank alcohol: yes
[ .107. ] Lied: yes
[ .108. ] Eat shit for $1,000,000: i would
[ .109. ] Steal a friend's boyfriend/qirlfriend: don't think i would
[ .110. ] Lie to the police: would
[ .111. ] Run from the police: have but probably wouldn't again.
[ .112. ] Lie to your parents: yes
[ .113. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: nah
[ .114. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: no
[ .115. ] Flashed someone: yep everyday. lol.
[ .116. ] Told the person you liked how you felt: yes
[ .117. ] Gone to jail or juvi: lol no
[ .118. ] Stolen anything: no
[ .119. ] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yes
[ .120. ] Kicked someone's ass: no
[ .121. ] Broke a beer bottle: lol yes
[ .122. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: yes
[ .123. ] Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
[ .124. ] Gone on a road trip: kinda
[ .125. ] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes
[ .126. ] Been to a concert: yes
[ .127. ] Been to another country: yes
[ .128. ] Talked back to an adult: yes
[ .129. ] Got pulled over: this doesn't exactly fit
[ .130. ] Got in a car accident: yes
[ .131. ] Broke a law: yes
[ .132. ] Given money to a homeless person: probably not... i'm mean and they scare me.
[ .134. ] Tried to kill yourself: yes
[ .135. ] Cried to get out of trouble: yes
[ .136. ] Kissed a friend's brother or sister: yes
[ .137. ] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: yes
[ .138. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: yes
P R I V A T E
[ .139. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .140. ] Do you have a crush: i dunno... maybe
[ .141. ] Do you love anyone right now: no
[ .142. ] Have you ever been in love: yes
[ .143. ] How many hearts have you broken: i know of one. it's sad.
[ .144. ] How many people broke your heart: 1
[ .146. ] Best quote to sum up love: love is like a merry elf dancing a happy little jig when suddenly he turns on you with a minature machine gun.
[ .148. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: iiii dunno.
[ .149. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: uhm...
[ .150. ] Please post it if you do:
[ .151. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: yes
[ .152. ] Please post it if you do: no
[ .153. ] Do you go by looks or personality: Both
[ .154. ] Ever kiss a friend: Yes
[ .155. ] Are you still friends: not with all of them but most yes
[ .156. ] So moving along, do you smoke: sometimes.
[ .157. ] Do you smoke weed: no
[ .158. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .159. ] Beer good or beer bad: some beer good some beer bad. that sounds cavemanish.
[ .160. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: yes
[ .161. ] Do you like smirnoff ice: yes
[ .162. ] Prefer beer or liquor: Liquor
[ .163. ] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: marlboro
[ .164. ] Are you a virgin: i'm totally losing the v-card soon.
[ .165. ] If no, when was the last time you got some:
Y O U R F R I E N D S
[ .166. ] Best friend: Jackie, Blayne, Chris
[ .167. ] Known longest: Frank
[ .168. ] Wish you talked to more: Katie, Blayne, Chris, Sean, Jenna
[ .169. ] Wish you saw more: Nick, Amy
[ .170. ] How many friends do you think you have: i dunno... a lot I guess.
[ .171. ] Who drives you insane after a while: Everyone
[ .172. ] Who can you stay around forever and never qet sick of: nobody
[ .173. ] Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': probably
[ .174. ] Craziest: Kyle
[ .175. ] Loudest: Ally
[ .176. ] Shyest: I dunno.
[ .177. ] Best hair: Josh Schommer. lol. Just kidding. Kelly.
[ .178. ] Can always make you laugh: Sean or Blayne.
[ .179. ] Best eyes: Jenna
[ .180. ] Best body: Blayne. Jesus it's nice
[ .181. ] Most athletic: Blayne?
[ .182. ] Most impatient: Kayli
[ .183. ] Shortest: Rachel
[ .184. ] Tallest: Trevor. But i dont think we're friends... lol
[ .185. ] Talented: Blayne or Kelly
[ .186. ] Best singer: Blayne
[ .187. ] Skinniest: Kelly
[ .188. ] Nicest: Chris or Shelley
[ .189. ] Best personality: All of them
[ .190. ] Biggest drug user: None of my friends really use drugs
[ .191. ] Makes you laugh the most: Jackie probably
[ .192. ] Makes you smile: Everyone
[ .193. ] Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Trevor. Oh baby. lol.
[ .194. ] Easier to talk to - boys or girls: boys
Y E S OR N O
[ .195. ] Are you a vegetarian: no
[ .196. ] Do you like cows: suuuure
[ .197. ] Are you a bitch: sometimes
[ .198. ] Are you artistic: no
[ .199. ] Do you write poetry: No
[ .200. ] Are you a fast runner: No
[ .201. ] Can you ski: No
[ .202. ] Are you british: No
[ .203. ] Are you straight: yes
[ .204. ] Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: being stupid and insane are not physical handicaps retard.
[ .205. ] Are you fat: no. people would probably shoot me if I wrote yes and they read this.
[ .206. ] Are you short: no
[ .207. ] Are you tall: no
[ .208. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: yes
[ .209. ] How about orange pants?: yes. well... they're capris
[ .210. ] Are you evil: no
[ .211. ] Is Britney a whore: lmfao... i totally am
[ .212. ] Am I annoying you: sure
[ .213. ] Are you secretly from another planet: shut the fuck up
[ .214. ] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: yes. lol.
W H A T D I D Y O U D O
[ .215. ] Last birthday: I went to drivers training. whooo.
[ .216. ] Yesterday: i had play practice and then i slept forever.
[ .217. ] Last weekend: I worked...
[ .218. ] Christmas: normal christmas family stuff
[ .219. ] Thanksgiving: same thing.
[ .220. ] New year's: Pat. hahaha.
[ .221. ] Halloween: Went trick-or-treating with Jerry, Justine, Jackie, and Joe. Starting going out with Joe.
[ .222. ] Easter: sit on my ass.
[ .223. ] Valentine's day: celebrated Jackies birthday.
T H E L A S T . .
[ .224. ] Thing you ate: GTC
[ .225. ] Thing you drank: coffees.
[ .226. ] Thing you wore: Jeans, two zip-up hoodies and a jean jacket.
[ .227. ] Place you went: school
[ .228. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ear
[ .229. ] Person you saw: my dad
[ .230. ] Person you kissed: Trevor
[ .231. ] Person you fucked: Myself
[ .232. ] Person you talked to: my dad
[ .233. ] Song you heard: Herods Song.
[ .234. ] Person you hugged: oh Jesus I hugged like a million and two people today. I think it was chris.
[ .235. ] Person you instant messaged: Bruce
[ .236. ] Person you laughed with: Lee
N O W
[ .237. ] What are you eating: nothing
[ .238. ] What are you drinking: coffee
[ .239. ] What are you wearing: same thing
[ .240. ] Any shoes on: no
[ .241. ] Hair: down and curly
[ .242. ] Listening to: nothing
[ .243. ] Talking to anyone: bruce online
[ .244. ] Are you pissed I made this so long: no but i'm getting bored.
O P I N I O N S
[ .245. ] What do you think about pop music: i think it's super.
[ .246. ] About boy bands: are there even anymore left.
[ .247. ] What about flag burning: Its retarded.
[ .248. ] Of the war on terrorists: also retarded.
[ .249. ] About suicide: again, retarded, but more understandable.
[ .250. ] About abortion: pro choice
[ .251. ] Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: i have no idea.
[ .252. ] Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: well i was gunna say Jackie, but apparently we aren't.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 23:10:48 GMT

So this weekend was like totally fun... mostly. Friday night was awesome, except for my like alcohol poisoning. I wish I hadn't gotten so drunk so quick, cuz I feel like I missed out on a lot. Saturday was okay... I was still kinda sick so I didn't drink, and Kyle was a major ass. He really pissed me off. Sunday was... I dunno. I didn't get to drink as much as I wanted to, because I had to work at 6 this morning. So I also had to go to bed early and then I was getting pissed off at Ryan and Dawn and Mandy because they kept going into Jackies room while I was trying to sleep so I got at the most like 2 hours of sleep.

Yep. That's about as much detail as I feel like getting into.

Ugh. Kyle angers me. Sometimes he's like totally awesome and other times he's like a total dick. Like on Friday he like threw a fit because I wouldn't do anything with him and I was getting mad when he was all over me. And he fucking dug through my purse. That REALLY pissed me off. You don't go through a girls purse. You just don't. And he read the note that I got from Jenna after she found out about me and him and he thought it was funny. But then last night he was totally sweet to me and we sat around and talked and stuff. I actually think it depends on how much he's had to drink. But yeah. It also pisses me off that he thinks I'm like his and so does everyone else. So I'm like off limits or somehting. It's retarded. He has a fucking girlfriend. Nothing is going to happen between us. I dunno.

I had my first day of work today. I only worked for 3 hours, because it was soooooo dead that she sent me home early. I work tomorrow too. Yep. It's horribly exciting.

I met Jennas friend David this weekend. He's cool. We're pals. He calls me drool. lol. Good times. He is really cool though. I just felt like sharing that.

I'm waiting for Jackie to upload her pictures. I wanna see them.

Sad. The most action I got this weekend is when I kissed Jerry. I told him he had to kiss me because no one else would. lol.

This whole entry is pretty random. So I think I'll end it now. Yep. Bye.

Britney

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 01:21:31 GMT

I haven't written in here in awhile. It's nuts. I used to write like every day.

I was thinking about doing a week recap like Jackie does, but I realized I'm too lazy to actually remember what day everything happened on. But it's been a pretty filled week. I like that I don't just sit at home every night and do nothing.

It's weird. The only people I really talk about anything important anymore are my parents. Which is odd. I just don't really want to talk to anyone else about stuff. I don't want everyone to end up knowing about something I say, which seems like what would happen if I talked to anyone else. I dunno. I've been talking to Bri and Chris and Blayne a lot too. They're super people.

Another weird thing is I felt like me and Jackie were super super close just like a week ago and right now I feel like we aren't. I dunno... it's weird. She might come over tonight. I hope she does. Jerry was supposed to, but apparently he's just too cool to hang out with me. I dunno, maybe he'll call later. I wish my parents would let boys spend the night. That'd be super.

I miss Nickolis. Like every other weekend we say we're gunna hang out and we never do. I dunno. It sucks to have someone be your best friend suddenly be someone you barely talk to. I wish I still had him, cuz I really could talk to him about anything. *sigh* I wish he hadn't left me. And now Blayne is gunna leave me next year. I can't deal with my friends leaving. I'm so horribly alone. . . or something.

I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow. It appears that I have no ride to work. My dad was saying to just go over to Jackies when my mom went to work, but I said it was too early because she'd still be asleep and he asked why that mattered, because I like live there. LOL. But if Jackie spent the night I could just like go over there when she left. I really don't think shes going to though. I dunno.

I say 'I dunno' a lot.

Me and Alex started talking again. That's pretty nifty.

Theres only like 7 or 8 days left of this tri. I can't waaaait for summer. I was talking to Chase and I told him it's gunna be party work party party work party party party party work party. lol. And he said that his was gunna be like that with getting laid somewhere in there, and I told him that just went along with the party part. lol.

Kyle angers me sometimes. Like when he gets jealous that I was talking on the phone with Steve. What the fuck is that? That'd be like getting jealous that I was on the phone with Justine or something. And then when he said that Sallie has reason to worry about me and him because something could happen. Uhm, no. It couldn't. It won't. I don't care how much I like him, which is a lot by the way, that's not going to happen. Screw that. I want Trevor to hang out with us this weekend. Maybe Kyle will like die from being so jealous.

This weekend is gunna be awesome. Totally a constant party. Richard wanted to hang out with me this weekend. I thought that was weird. He's started talking to me recently. Before like this week we hadn't talked in a loooong time. Besides like when we talked for two minutes at his party.

I'm totally bored. Oooh I love this song.

I really need a new icon.

Jeeeerry Caaaaall Meeee....

Britney

I'll take you to the candy shop... I'll let you lick the lolli pop...

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 00:26:26 GMT

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbed
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Bench pressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers (well... I wasn't posing exactly)
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Recieved flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand (do you have to have sex for it to be a one-night stand?)
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 or more healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested
201: Slept naked
202: Have worn alligator skin boots.
203: Been pulled over for speeding
204: Met your favorite band
205: Broken the law
206. Eaten fast food for every meal of the day
207. Missed more school in a semester than you attended
208. Had hardcore sex in your parents/older relative's bed
209. Kept a new years resolution for the entire year
210. Performed in a nationally televised parade
211. Received a college scholarship 212. Ended a painful relationship, even though you were still in love
213. Confronted a best friend when they did something wrong behind your back
214. Danced on a bar in public WITHOUT taking clothes off.
215. Thought it was wonderful to cry infront of someone for the first time.
216.Yelled at someone, then immediately called back to apologize.
217.Been in the hospital.
218.Taken pictures of the sunrise.
219. Had a dream come true.
220. Eaten an insect that you caught and prepared.
221. Have an incredible fixation with fire and things that burn.
222. Lost track of who you are.
223. Wish you could go back and change something in your life.
224. Attend church and enjoy it.
225. Taught yourself how to play an instrument
226. Hit the ditch with your car twice in one week.

Bad is when you capable of beatin' the baddest.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 19:41:20 GMT

Hmm... I'm bored. I need to speak with Jackie. Amanda called me this morning with important information. I love her she's so cute.

I'm not really sure why I write in here so much. I never write anything of actual substance. I dunno... I just like vaguely write about stuff.

Anyways. Last night. Phone call from Kyle. He broke up with Sally. Yay. Mini-tribal. I felt bad though, because he sounded so sad when he was talking to me. But they broke up. And I'm happy. I don't know whats going to happen between me and him now. We're totally not going to go out right away. Because he just got out of a 10 month relationship and I don't want to end up being like some kind of rebound thing. I mean, I love hanging out with all of those people soooo much, and if anything got fucked up with me and him it would fuck everything up. We'll just keep hanging out like we do, just now it won't feel like we're doing anything wrong.

Amanda's so funny. She was high when she called me this morning and she was like "I'm so happy he chose you, its like a Cinderella story!"

No ones here for me to talk to. Jackies... well I don't know what Jackies doing or where she is. But she's probably sleeping. Daryne isn't home yet, cuz she got krunked last night. LOL. Is that spelled with a k or c? Crunked. Krunked. I think its a K. She's gunna totally have a hang over, because she hasn't gotten drunk since Micheals. Oh wait, I think she did on New Years. But still. She's gunna be sick, she's not used to drinking. I still get sick. But I totally need to talk to someone. Blah.

Kayli, I don't hate you. I love you. You're super. Just lately I've felt like people think they can judge me for stuff they really have no right to judge me for. I mean... I know you just say it because you care about me. But... I don't really know where I'm going with this. Just that I totally don't hate you and I'm totally not mad at you or anything. Alright? Alright.

I totally need a new icon. This is the only one I ever use. I wanna use my Milkshake one that Jackie made me, but I totally can't find it. I'm crying. I neeeeed it. Jackie find it. LOL.

Yay. Daryne's home! Someone for me to talk to!

I really need to take a shower. I'm all chlorine-ish and gross. It's bad. I need to cleanse myself.

So I'm gunna go talk to Daryne and then do that.

Peace out.

Britney