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| Why am I dealing with this feeling? I'm maxed out like a credit card... |
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Do a little dance, make a little love. Get down tonight.
Whooo. I can't stand it here anymore. I'm so bored all the time. I have no friends in Duluth send me back to Ely. Stat. 11 more days till I go back and leave this town forever. I'm so excited to be back in Ely and living with Dillon. So, I love my parents, but honestly. Hanging out with them, and only them, everyday is kinda driving me insane. Atleast now my brother is done with his play so he'll be here more often.
Although I was on a walk yesterday and thinking about how this summer is the last time I will spend a good amount of time with my parents. No more Christmas breaks or Thanksgiving breaks. And after that. I move to Oregon. Seriously, I was close to tears thinking about this. My family is the most important thing to me, and to think about the fact that after next year I don't know when the next time I'll see them is. Thats rough. So on one hand I want to be out of her asap on the other I want to spend as much time as I can with them before I leave...
I've realized that my little icon thingy looks like I have a double chin. Interesting.
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Thats my boyfriend.
Isn't he adorable?
I got an ipod. I love it more then anything.
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[21 Sep 2005|03:13pm] |
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Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
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| School just started and I wonder to myself... where did my summer go? |
[08 Sep 2005|02:59pm] |
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School... Yeah... Started... Three Days... Ago...
FIRST HOUR - Sr. Social:
Booo-ooo-ooo-ring. And Mr. Koehler is crazy. And I don't know how to spell his name. And according to Kyle he looks like an uncircumsized penis. LOL. I like sitting by Kyle and Christian though. They're funny.
SECOND HOUR - German 2:
Ugh. German. Woe is me. Damn needing two years of a language. I have it with Dylan and Dan, but I sit incredibly far away from both of them. But this year I guess it turns out that I'm better at it then most people in the class, which makes me happy.
THIRD HOUR - Drama:
Waaaay B-O-M-B. I love it. Millions of friends in there and even if I didn't have any, it would still be totally bomb. Theres Jackie, Chris, Cassie, Kyle, Allison, etc. This tri has started out good. And I love Ms. HT. She's my favorite. And I think I'm going to direct next tri for childrens theater. But I wanna find a bomb play like online or something, cuz I pretty much hate all the ones she has.
FOURTH HOUR - Recreational Activities:
Kinda dumb. The first day like the only person I really knew was Brian. But now I've started talking to other people like Russ, Justin, Ryan, Scott, Jessica, and this one kid started talking to me today, so I guess I made a new friend.
LUNCH:
I am the only girl. Woe. LOL, I kinda like that. I get annoyed by girls. I sit with Nick, Jake N., Boden, Broman, Finch, and Russ. It's pretty bomb.
FIFTH HOUR - Astronomy:
I haven't made an opinion on this class yet. It's the only class where I actually have anything to do. lol. I have it with Chris. He's fairly bomb. We get homework every night though, I hate that. And we have a quiz tomorrow, but we get to use a whole page of notes, so thats good.
So theres my exciting year. Thrilling I know.
I had some craaaaazy guy send me a message on myspace:
The most fierce ass MN i seen in ages.... Kudos babe so what the fuck call me up lets party
Holla back gurl and powder that hot booty hop in your whip and kick it down
I wanna chill at the lake with you babe
Sonny
It's kinda freaky. And I friended him. Before I read the message. Ryan says he's going to find him and kick his ass. It's more freaky cuz he's 29.
Tomorrow is mine and Trevors 5 month anniversary. He's gunna make me dinner. He's so cute. Then we're going to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose with Daryne and Dustin. And then probably just chill here. It'll be nice. I'm really happy with him.
I can't believe I graduate in 9 months. I do not feel old enough to do it. I feel pretty much the same as I did as a sophmore. But then I look at the sophomores and freshmen and I think they look so little. Seriously the freshmen boys look like 3rd graders. lol.
I wanna go dancing or something. I dunno.
Okay. That's it. Bye.
Britney
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[24 Aug 2005|06:31pm] |
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Trevor Dean Thompson needs to get off his big butt and come over here. He's at Kerry's house tinting his windows. And Steve and Jackie are asking me to go to the Autotoxin concert, but I have to ask Trevor if he wants to go. But I'm not thinking he will. Because he probably won't want to drive to Minneapolis. I dunno though.
I got my senior pictures done today. I'm excited to get them. They're going to be beautiful.
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[21 Aug 2005|03:05pm] |
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Last night I had a bomb fire. It was bomb. Jackie, Lauren, Amy, Nick, Trevor, Jacqui, Brent, Dustin, Daryne, Dylan and his friends were there. I think that was everyone... But it was pretty cool. We played Ghost in the Graveyard and had far too much fun. And yeah. It's was pretty bomb. So when I started this out I was thinking I'd have people come over so I could see some people from school before it started, and I know realize that very few people I invited go to my school. LOL. Oh well. It was fun. I haven't hung out with anyone besides like Trevor and Ryan in awhile. I wanna start getting closer with all of them again.
Ryans gone now. It's sad. We were saying horribly sappy, sentimental stuff to each other Friday night. I'm gunna miss him a lot. But I'll still see him and stuff. I dunno.
School starts soon. September 6th. Oh dear.
Sr. Social -- Koehler
German 2 -- Morse
Drama -- HT
Rec. Act. -- Hance
Astronomy -- Graves
Trig -- Erickson
Web Des -- Forbort
Drama -- HT
Col Algebra -- Fink
Global Studies -- Cuscaden
German 2 -- Morse
Mul Media Appli -- Allard
Pre Calc -- Anlauf
Dir Reading -- Keillor
Bus Law 1 -- Grant
That would be my schedule. I'm scared, I have hard classes. Someone wanna trade schedules with me? But I wanna go back. Senior year is gunna kick butt. I'm excited. Teachers tend to let you get away with a lot when you're a senior. It's gunna be tricky to have homework, a job, and do plays. I'm not sure how well the plays will fit into my schedule. But I just feel like it's my last year to actually do these things so I should. I dunno.
I have a dentist appointment on Thursday. I don't like the dentist. And it's a new one. I always feel weird going to a new dentist.
Once Trevor gets off his lazy butt and comes over here we're gunna go to my mothers open house. LOL. Cuz she says no one ever goes. So we're gunna go and pretend we don't know her and act like we wanna buy the house. I think it will be pretty bomb.
Me and Trevor are gunna go to the state fair on Saturday. But I'm disappointed, because I thought Motley Crue was on Saturday and we were gunna go just like stand outside of the grandstand and listen to them. But they're playing on Friday and I have to work. Poo. Maybe I can get someone to take that shift for me. And we can go like all Friday. Trevor wants like Jamie and Kelly or Matt and Terra to go with us. But I would kinda rather go just the two of us. For one thing I couldn't stand being around Matt that long. And Jamie is weird and always seems annoyed by everything. And no one would want to stand around and listen to Motley Crue with me.
I'm bored.
My hair is still wet. It hates me.
Britney
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[09 Aug 2005|11:37pm] |
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ARJ f'in BARKER. I love him. Saw him preform tonight. I like went right there in my chair when he got on stage. The love I have for him is unbelievable. I talked to him after it was over and he seemed like way shy. It was weird. I wanted to confess my undying love to him, but I didn't want him to have me escorted out. lol. I got his CD and he signed it for me. And he was wearing a Ben Kweller t-shirt. It was like my favorite comedian combined with my favorite musician. It was way bomb. I had such a blast. But the waitress refilled my coffe like 2397 times so I won't be sleeping any time soon.
Trevor came over for like 15 minutes before I left today, because it is our 4 month anniversary. He got me this really cute necklace. It's silver and has a heart with diamond looking things on it. I love it. I love him. I really do... a lot. But he left the price tag on, so I know how much it cost. Which is too bad.
I've been talking to Alex a lot lately. He is really awesome. I wish stuff hadn't gotten so weird with us back in the day. He's gunna come here to preform September 16th, so we're gunna hang out. I haven't seen him in forever and a day. It'll be kinda weird, cuz it will be the first non-date/relationshipish thing we've ever done. I hope its not like crazy awkward. Or the Trevor isn't like jealous and says that he wants to go or something. Cuz I wanna go see him by myself, and just talk and stuff. He was pretty much my best friend for a long time, and I can talk to him so easily. I'm excited to see him. And there will probably always be like a little bit of... something between us, but it's not like I'll act on it. Trevor's been weird about getting jealous lately. Before he never did. It's weird.
Aaanyway. I feel bad that I haven't really hung out with anyone but Trevor and Ryan lately. But it's not like I'm ditching anyone or anything. It's just I always have stuff going on and Trevor and Ryan fit themselves into my schedule some how. I've been trying to hang out with Jackie but it hasn't really worked. And I feel bad because Jacqui called me while I was in Iowa and I told her I'd call her back when I got home, and I haven't. Because I've been waiting for a day where we could hang out, but there hasn't been one. And there won't be for awhile. So I think I'm just gunna call her tomorrow and tell her whats up and see if she wants to like plan a day because that the only way I can do anything. lol. And I need to hang out with Jackie. God, we haven't hung out like at all this summer, which is just totally screwing me up. lol. We used to hang out like every day. I miss that. Like the only people I'm close with now is guys. Which is cool and all, but every once in awhile you need a girl. Actually not just a girl, a Jackie. lol. I just wish I wasn't busy all the time, so I had more time for friends. I dunno... Hopefully since Jackie got her license we can hang out more.
I don't want Ryan to leave me for college. What will I do? I told him I'm calling him every night and I don't care how much homework he has or how early he has to get up, he is talking to me. lol. He's my best bud. He gave me $50 for my stroll. I thought that was pretty bomb of him.
I work tomorrow. I don't want to. I'm fairly sick of my job. I wanna get one at Target, but I wanna get my license first. F'in license. My parents are being dumb about it.
This entry is kinda dumb because I just like keep typing like craaaazy because I'm so wired on caffine. So I'm gunna go now and do something else to get rid of my crazy energy.
Britney
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[29 Jul 2005|01:46pm] |
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I am bored. I'm pretty much sick of waiting for two stupid boys to get off of work and get ready. I want to LEAAAAVE. I've been ready since 12:30. So by now I'm quite bored. I'm excited though. It's gunna be way bomb.
We had Nikki's going away party last night. It was pretty lame. But it's sad that she's leaving. I won't see her for 10 months. Thats craaaazy. I could never go to another country for that long without like any family or friends. It's insane. And Chille just seems like a kinda creepy place to me. I'd go to like Italy or something bomb like that. But taking 3 years of Spanish only leaves so many options I guess.
OCTOBER 5TH, 2005. Mark your calanders. NHL begins. The Wild vs. Calgary. MY TWO FAVORITE TEAMS. I am beyond excited. I have wild.com and ticketmaster.com sending me emails the minute tickets go on sale. And I pretty much need to figure out who all wants to go so I can buy tickets so we'll all be sitting by each other. Theres me, Trevor, Ryan, Dylan?, Daryne, Dustin, and I don't know who else. If any of you want to go... let me know.
Okay, so Trevor finally called so now I'm just waiting for one stupid boy to get off work and get ready. Except he will already be ready. Hopefully. If he's not I'll slap him. Or something.
I'm supposed to work on Sunday, but I won't be here. So I hope they figured it out, because she said she would. I don't care. I can't get fired I took it off, I found someone to work for me. It's not my problem if Kristiane doesn't want her to work.
My whole family is gone right now. No one will be here to say good-bye to me. How sad.
Oh. I'm doing a stroll for Epilepsy on August 11th and I really really need sponsors. So if you would be willing to donate any money at all please let me know. Please. It's a good cause.
But I'm gunna go. Have a super weekend.
Britney
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I have to go to work soon. I don't wanna. Blah. Then tonight I'm going to see The Island with Trevor. Yay.
Next weekend is gunna be bomb. Well Thursday is our root beer keg party for Nikki because she's leaving for Chile on August 4th. Friday me, Ryan and Trevor leave for Iowa. Friday night we're camping out with some of his cousins and their assorted friends. Which I can tell already is gunna be crazy. Saturday we're... I have no idea what we're doing but it will be crazy. And Ryans getting new ducks. Yay. And Sunday we drive back.
Then August 2nd is Kaylis birthday (what do you want?). August 3rd is Dustins birthday, August 4th is Trevors and August 6th is Dylans. Holy lots of birthday presents to buy. lol. And I'm throwing Dylan a party.
School is gunna start soon. I don't want it to. I'm content with sitting at home on my ass everyday. Blah. Oh well. It's my last year. And my mom has crushed all my dreams of going to UMD for all 4 years.
Okay. This post sucked. I need to go eat before I go to work. I just wanted to post my HBP stuff.
( HBP review )
Britney
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I can't wait until Thursday. 6 days without work. It's going to be insane. All I ever do is work. I think I'll die if I get back and work like every day. 8 hour days really aren't that fun. And I'm pretty sure I got Melissa fired today. Oops. But she was supposed to open but didn't come in so when I got there an hour after we were supposed to be open it was still closed. And we get a lot of customers when we first open on Sudays. So yeah. I told Kris when she called and she said she'd ask Gabe to take the rest of her shifts, which I'm guessing means shes fired. And if she is Kristiane better hire someone else. Because Gabe's last day is like July 22nd. After that all we have is me, Hannah, Lee, Paul and Ana. Thats insanely way too few people. Ugh, and then the close last night sucked so I had to open and close. I was pissed.
Yeah... anyways. Enough about work.
I am going to Ely. Yay. I leave on Thursday. Yay. I love Ely. And not being here. lol.
I don't really have anything to say. My life sucks and all I do is work.
( Schools out for summer. )
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[12 Jun 2005|10:22pm] |
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I'm always tired. I've been going on like 5 hours a night lately. Its wonderful.
I went to Valley Fair today. That was fun. I'm sunburnt though. Not as bad as Jackie though. She's crazy burnt.
Thats like the first thing I've done this summer. I've like worked everyday. Yeah. The only people I've really hung out with are Jackie and Trevor. Well... other people by default. Like Ryans grad party and stuff. Which was last night and actually a lot of fun. I love Ryan. We're like totally best friends. True story. Is it bad if I become really good friends with my boyfriends really good friends? Is that like something you aren't supposed to do?
I wanna go to the beach sometime this week. Because next week I start working 8 hour days so I'm pretty sure I'll just be dead. Who wants to come with me? I think I might call Cassie and ask her if she wants to go. Or something. I dunno.
I get new glasses on Tuesday. Yay. I'm excited. I've been needing new glasses badly. And now I shall get them. Yay. I wanna get crazy cool ones.
Sonshine is in like a month. I hope its fun. The rules are horribly dumb this year though. Stupid sonshine and their stupid rules. I actually hope we don't get put by Gabe. Yep. Jackie says she'll take care of him for me. LOL. But it should be fun. It will be fun.
I wish to go to a party. I haven't partied since the first day of spring break when I went to that party with Nick. Which was horribly lame. I need to find a party.
And I need to go rub lotion on my sunburn.
Britney
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I'm tired. I took a nap so I shouldn't be.
I didn't try to take a nap, I was studied for the ACT's and fell asleep on my living room floor. It's kinda funny that everytime I've tried to study for it, besides when Trevor was here I've fallen asleep. All I do anymore is sleep. It's insane.
I don't want to take the ACTs. Someone else take it for me. But if its anything like what my prep book says it is then I'll do fine.
The play is over. *tear* I don't know what to do with myself now. I just come home after school and do nothing. It's horribly exciting. If F'in work would schedule me every once in awhile it would be nice. I'm gunna have to like find a new job if she doesn't give me more hours over the summer. I dunno... I don't want to, because I really like it there, and next year I want to be in Knowledge Bowl and do the play, and Kris doesn't mind that I ask for tons of days off and I think other jobs might. I dunno.
Anyways. This weekend was fun. The play was sooooo good. On Friday we had a performance for the school and then like everyone skipped 4th and 5th hour and went to Seans. And Jake S. ran out of accents for calling in to school for people. Anyways, I went home at like 4 and just sat around waiting to have to go back to the school. The play was excellente. Then Kyle was having a party. So Cassie and I were going to follow Sean and Chris there. But Sean was a maaaajor dick to Cassie, so everything got all screwed up. So Cassie and I only stayed at Kyles for like an hour, because she didn't want to stay there with all the Sean drama and we didn't have a tent or blankents or anything so we'd end up sleeping in her car. lol. So I spent the night at her house. He sisters are so cute, Hannah calls me Bipme. It's adorable. Saturday the play was also really good, I swear it gets better each night. There was a cast party at Seans, which I didn't have the most fun at. But then at like 1 in the morning me, Leah, Brian, Frank, Chris and Doug and Kyle all went to Kyles dads house because we got sick of Seans dad like telling us to go to sleep like we were 7. So we went to Kyles and drank and talked and stuff. I love all of those people. They are awesome. And Brian tried to kiss me... it was very interesting. Sunday was our best show. My family came. My mom cried. Then we had to tear down and stuff and Wurm pretty much told me I won best student director, so I'm excited because I'll get a trophy, my first trophy ever.
Now its over. And its sad. Actually I wasn't all that sad this year. Next year I'll die and have a break down and stuff. But this year I was okay with it. Mainly because I'm not that close with that many seniors. Theres Jared and Doug and Jay and stuff. But I still have classes with them before they graduate. But it's weird to think that they won't be in the play next year. And we might be doing "The Wiz". That will be really cool.
Anyways. I can't wait for school to be out. I'm sick of it. I have an appointment on Monday to go change my classes for next year so I can sign up for 249357 math classes. Not really sure why I want to do that... just do.
I'm excited for summer. I wanna go out and tan and stuff. And I want to go up north. We might go up the week of 4th of July. That would be really cool.
I'm thinking I might not go to Sonshine this year. At this point it doesn't seem like it would be that much fun and I don't really have the money to spend on a ticket. I dunno... we'll see I guess.
Speaking of not having money, I'm going shopping tomorrow. I'm excited, I'm getting a bigger purse and summer clothes and stuff.
Stuff with Trevor is great. We just had our one month anniversary. LOL, it was funny cuz Blayne and Jenny had their two year and me and Cassie are all excited about our one month. But he's such a sweet guy. I'm really glad I'm with him.
I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend besides work and sleep. People have been saying there are more cast parties, but I don't know if there are or not. Maybe I'll hang out with Cassie or something.
So Jackie and I like aren't friends anymore. Not really sure why it happened... but I dunno. If she doesn't want to talk to me I'm not going to make her.
Stuff with Chris has been weird lately too. He can be such a dick sometimes, and I don't understand it. I think it's because he likes me and doesn't want to or something. I dunno, like Saturday night he was fine and we were best friends and stuff and we talked about him liking me. Then Sunday morning he was a total dick. I don't understand him. Sometimes I worry that I lead him on a little bit. Cuz I actually do like him. But I'm with Trevor who I like far more then Chris. And Chris would be a horrible boyfriend anyways. I dunno. And Shelley might hate me if I went out with him and I wouldn't want that to happen. I really don't understand why he had to tell me he liked me. It did no one any good. Whatever. I pretty much told him today that I give up on trying to fix our friendship every time we fight. Which would be like every day. Who knows.
I saw Amityville Horror and like wet myself. I was scared to death.
My legs are smooth.
Britney
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Everything hates me lately. Well everything electronic pretty much. My computer is a slut and never works. My scanner doesn't work. Photobucket takes 5497524398 years to upload ONE picture. And I've been trying to listen to some of my old CDs, but they are scratched beyond repair. It's sad. I wanna get those scratch guard things. Is there a way to like restore CDs? For I love them and would still like to listen to them.
It was like all nice and hot out earlier this week and now its chilly and its gunna be that way for like the rest of this week and next week. It's sad, because summer seemed so close when it was all nice out.
But theres only like 28 days left of school. Party. I'm excited to be out. I'm also excited to be a senior. I feel grown up. And growing up is less scary when you know what you're going to do. The whole paying for college thing is kinda scary though.
I really really need to work on saving some money. I'm horrible at it. I SWEAR I'm going to put money in the bank when I get this paycheck. Oh fuck, but I've got Birthday presents to buy and I wanna buy tanning sessions. Blah. And I'm donating to the Epilepsy foundation. Ugh. That'll have to wait till next pay day. Poo.
But everything has been going pretty well for me lately. Except I've been having weird depression periods. I have no idea why. I have no reason to be sad, but sometimes I am for no reason and I'll cry about like nothing. Ugh... who knows whats wrong with me. I give up on trying to figure it out.
I really need new glasses. I cannot see. And my pictures in photography are horribly out of focus because my perscription isn't up-to-date.
So. I have Prom pictures, but like I said Photobucket and my scanner hate me, so I only have like 3 to show you. Sad I know. And the two that I scanned are all grainy. I need a new scanner. And computer.
( but here they are anyways... )
I'm bored. I'm always bored. I need to get a serious life. Lately all I do is school, play practice, sleep and work. Every once in awhile I'll eat. lol.
Well there you have it. I pretty much just wanted to make an entry to post those pictures, and now that I have done that I'm leaving.
Britney
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My computers a hooker so I can’t go online on it. It hates me. So I’m using my mothers computer and its hard to type on and I hate those mouse things on lap tops. I’m incapable of using them.
Anyway.
Friday was the Disciple and Silverline show. It was fun. I hadn’t hung out with Kayli in forever. Even though we didn’t really spend that much time together. And I hadn’t hung out with Jackie since she got back from Hawaii so that was awesome. The show was good. I hadn’t seen the guys in forever. I really like their new CD. I’m listening to it right now. I wanna get Disciples CD too. But that doesn’t come out until June 7th, so I figured I’d just buy it at Sonshine or something. But they rock. The lead singer cut his hair though, I loved the braids. Oh, I got to see Krystal and both Ashley’s too. That was cool.
Yesterday I just hung out with Trevor all night. We just sat around because we’re both poor and everyone wanted to go out. Things are going really well with him. He’s so cute. But the only day we could possibly hang out this week is tomorrow, but play practice might end up going really late. So I dunno. I hope we can though.
I had to work at 7 this morning. I was like dead. But I was better off then Scott who got 2 hours of sleep last night. The poor kid.
I wanna post Prom pictures. Blah. Dumb computer. Prom was a lot of fun. Cassie and I started planning for next year on Friday. We’re dumb.
So I’ve decided that I wanna be a teacher. It’s groovy. Its really nice to know what you want to do with your life. It makes everything a lot less scary.
We only have like 32 days left of school. And only 11 days left of play practice. THAT’S scary. Oh well I know it will be great. But god, so much crap has happened during this play, that it’s pretty much a relief that it will be over soon so everyone can get back to their real lives and get better and…. I dunno. I’m just glad I talked to HT so I’m less worried about a few things.
But EVERYONE go see the play. May 5-8. Yep. It’ll be awesome.
I really wanna get another tattoo. I have the general idea of what I want, I just need to find a picture and stuff. Yep.
Hmm… I think I’m done. I really need to do my math. I gave up on German.
Britney
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They're really cute. I'm in love with them. They're white slip ons and they have a big pink butterfly on them. Adorable.
I hung out with Jacqui today. She's awesome. I'm really happy that we're friends again. It sucks that we weren't for so long. She's changed a lot. But she's still Jacqui, so it's all good. We went shopping for her prom dress and we found the cutest one. And light up high heels. They're awesome. And she's trying to loose weight. I'm gunna be really proud of her if she does.
I have to go on my tour thing for Party Papers today. Did I explain the youth apprenticeship thing in here yet? Well... its this program from the high school where for half of the time I'd go to regular high school and the other half I would do a paid apprenticeship. It's something I really want to do. And the party papers one is like perfect for me and I'm beyond qualified for it. So today I go on the tour and then I finish my application and resume and turn that in and get an interview. Then hopefully I'll get hired there. It's gunna be awesome if it works out.
I really need a new icon. Someone make me one. I suck at them. I don't know what I want it to be of though. Oooh Herald and Kumar. Someone make me one. Jackie would probably be the one to do it, but she has to be stupid and in Hawaii. Damn her. She called the other day and said she was bored. I was like screw you you're in Hawaii. lol.
I'm bored. And I have reason to be. I'm stuck in my house in Minnesota. And I realized yesterday that I've never in my life been on a real vacation. I've gone up to Ely, but thats camping and I don't consider it a real vacation. It's crappy. My mom says that if she sells a house we'll go on one. But I really don't see it happening. It just sucks.
Bored. I still have like an hour and a half before I have to leave for my tour. Sucky.
I think I'm gunna do that St. Francis Ambassador Pagent. I dunno... theres a meeting on the 6th. They took talent out of it, and that was the reason I didn't do it before. Because I have no talent. But yeah it would just be cool to win. And get the scholarship. That'd be nice.
I've been annoyed by Alex lately. He's so dumb. He quit his job, he's not going to school, he sits around all day and does nothing. He's such a slacker with no ambition at all. He's started drinking too. I kinda blame myself for that one... but I didn't tell him to go get drunk every night he could. God. Really glad I didn't start a relationship with his lame ass.
I really like Trevor. I have no idea if he's my boyfriend or not. Blah.
I really like my new shoes too.
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So... theres so much to write I just don't know where to start.
LOL. Except there really isn't that much to write about. Pretty much the only new news is stuff with Trevor.
He's so cute. I really like him. Oh yeah, we're going to Prom together for those of you who weren't aware. I want him to ask me out. Ugh. I don't understand why he hasn't yet. I mean... we pretty much are. So he should just ask me and make it official or something. When I was talking about him to Pam I just said he was my boyfriend. Cuz I'm a dirty rotten liar and it's easier then saying "This guy that I'm kind of dating." Or something like that. But yeah, I really like him.
I love Elton John. He's my hero. Or something.
It's spring break. Yay. It's wonderful.
I have to work at Chanticlear tonight. Poo. I'm quitting there though. It's just waaaay too pointless to work there now. And my checks at Boulevard are big enough to make up for it.
I'm excited for Prom. It's gunna be awesome. Justine is probably gunna do my hair. She's supposed to come over sometime and try to figure out something to do with it. I need to find shoes though. Poo. It's a tricky color to find shoes to match.
Blah. I'm hungry. I think I want peanut butter and Jelly.
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